Yesterday's private freak out has passed. In my old age I have figured some things out....for one thing I try not to freak out before I know the facts. I am usually quit wrong about things or people (family) don't listen to me anyway. I have found it best to keep the freaking out session in my own head.
I was freaking out yesterday mostly because I thought I had made a royal mess of my bank account, but was wrong...so that's a relief. Money issues are easy to fix.
Kids, not so easy.
The whole, ex-wife (hubby's), babysitting, grandkids, stepkids mess is going to do whatever it's going to do...I am going to go on with my own life and if I am available I will be there, if not....well life will go on....
As a former control freak...I have to let the powers that be do their job...or drive myself nuts....
Life is a whole let nicer at least for me!
I am subbing a route today...3 wheelchairs, an able bodied 3rd grader, and a little guy I drove last school year. I had a driver for monitor (she also subbed) so she was able to help me with the lift, which I hadn't used one in over a year.
We did fine...now I am off to take the little ones home...
6 comments:
Nice attitude adjustment!
xoxo
Things work out better that way Honey. Enjoy those sweet babies . I'm trying not to freak out also,kind of hard sometimes,but is sure better if I don't.
Love
Mickie
Money problems are the worst for me.....wish i had enough to live on.
I hope you enjoy the rest of your week....love you!
lj
Things always find a way of working themselves out, don't they?
Hugs,
Jackie
I am a freak out queen myself so I can relate!!! It is so hard to just step back and take a deep breath and remind yourself that the world will go on.
Hang in there.... Kara
Hi, I found your journals and have enjoyed reading, have a great day, Sherry
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