I HATE AOL~!!!

I had a wonderful entry all written out....actually it was quite cleansing for all the stress I have been experiencing.  BUT the Journals wouldn't let me save it or copy it so I will put it all in shorthand...plus AOL wasn't letting me even sign in for awhile!

Took Mark to work ~ I was crabby but got out of my mood

Went to my appointment but didn't like the vibe in the waiting room left because I forgot my check book for the copay.  Got lost in the hospital...nice receptionist took me back (am I a helpless baby or what????)

WAH I want my old arrogant doctor with the hurt hand back!!!I don't want a new doctor!!!!

Meet new doctor ~ she is awesome...explains everything to me all my options...she would have sat and talked all day with me...<she reminds me of that blond doctor on Mad TV (stephanie wehr) but normal>

I have two options...do the biopsy with that flat table that requires the needle and a local or have the calcifications removed surgically.  I am a small chested girl so the needle removal wouldn't work or may not work and I'd have to have surgery anyway...so it surgery for me.  I would feel better doing that anyway...be sure that everything was removed.  I have had 2 before so I know what to expect.  But my poor hubby he hates hospitals.  His mother had gallbladder surgery when he was 18 and had a blood clot that caused to her to have a heart attack and she past away.  He's better about it then he used to be, but I hate to have him worry.

I am so very thankful that God sent me to this wonderful doctor...I'll take her over my pompous old doctor anyday!!!

So again all thank you for all your thoughts prayers and comments....it'll all be fine, and I'll keep you abreast (hee) of my surgery. They'll be letting me now when it is to be scheduled.  Sometime on a Thursday so I won't miss much work... 

Take care and love to you...........